What I Need is Wind

What I have is Focus.
Details. Assignments.
Tiny compartments, neatly filled.
Straight lines,
Black words,
Controlled, contained,
Allotted.

What I need is Wind:
Blowing, dancing,
Bursting from the seams;
Endlessly curving
Vibrant colors
Exploding down the pavement
Unabashed and unafraid...

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